so ill be (trying) to take up bloging agine seeings how i have absalutly no life and have plenty of time to spare..... lol yes i know its funny but its true...
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Thursday, May 26, 2011
lol
life sucks some time ..... anyone ever feel like there in a tinny tv and other ppl are watchin you and laughing at you expense? i feel that way.....*sigh*
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Saturday, May 14, 2011
mothers
ong my mother is driveing me nuts..........she just twisted her words and all the work i just did means NOTHING now.... ow that woman makes me so so so pissed some times!!!!!!!!!!
i miss my old friends and my old life
i miss my old friends and my old life
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Baby Names
we picked out babynames to day..
if a boy and girl
karson levi holland
and
jarri grace holland
if two boys
karson levi holland
and
Jackson leon holland
if to girls
Jarri grace holland
and
Kamela noel holland
WHAT DO YOU'ALL THINK??????
WE LOVE THEM
if a boy and girl
karson levi holland
and
jarri grace holland
if two boys
karson levi holland
and
Jackson leon holland
if to girls
Jarri grace holland
and
Kamela noel holland
WHAT DO YOU'ALL THINK??????
WE LOVE THEM
THE GOOD AND THE BAD
ok so this is whats been my life for the past 4 weeks ......here we go.
THE GOOD
....................
I got a jod, made some new friends,got a kitten (yes anothere on ..) , my cat gipcey had her kittens almost 2 weeks agow ....2 boys 2 girls black and whit ,black and calico....., i got nikita and delila new colors and whent the the beach...o and im aceing all my classes
THE BAD
.................
I have a lady calling me a scamer online becuz i missed a grape will cleaning her house .....
my mother and i fall throw the dane floor in are hallway , the AC died , i sat on are old laptop(on asedint) and broke the screen (yes i kn ow i have a fat as-butt) one of the cats past away , killer wont come nere me , babysitting jobs are getting hard to find ,i have been haveing werd dreams .and i miss my dad
as Stephenie Meyer wrote in the book Bakeing Dawn
''life sucks and then we die"
well im starting to see what she was thinkinhg when she typed that ...
**sigh**
THE GOOD
....................
I got a jod, made some new friends,got a kitten (yes anothere on ..) , my cat gipcey had her kittens almost 2 weeks agow ....2 boys 2 girls black and whit ,black and calico....., i got nikita and delila new colors and whent the the beach...o and im aceing all my classes
THE BAD
.................
I have a lady calling me a scamer online becuz i missed a grape will cleaning her house .....
my mother and i fall throw the dane floor in are hallway , the AC died , i sat on are old laptop(on asedint) and broke the screen (yes i kn ow i have a fat as-butt) one of the cats past away , killer wont come nere me , babysitting jobs are getting hard to find ,i have been haveing werd dreams .and i miss my dad
as Stephenie Meyer wrote in the book Bakeing Dawn
''life sucks and then we die"
well im starting to see what she was thinkinhg when she typed that ...
**sigh**
well
nikitas home...delilas hom there both ok ........moms still prago...grandmothers out of town ........ i have a part time job now and just got a new notebook laptop thing....
where moveing soon (i hope) and we picked out baby names
........................................................
as you all may see i havent been on in a whiel but im bac now and im ready to type my fingers to little stubs ... ill keep you posted
where moveing soon (i hope) and we picked out baby names
........................................................
as you all may see i havent been on in a whiel but im bac now and im ready to type my fingers to little stubs ... ill keep you posted
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Monday, April 11, 2011
the bug
omg i think im dieing yesterday i was so ill i had to go to the hospital and today i feel like i have a bad hangovere... omg i think my head is gonna pop
Friday, April 8, 2011
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
i just cant do it
I found this post on another website, and it really touched me, i hope it does you as well.
You can't keep your pet? Really?
BY A Shelter Director
I think our society needs a huge "Wake-up" call. As a shelter manager, I am going to share a little insight with you all...a view from the inside if you will. First off, all of you people who have ever surrendered a pet to a shelter or humane society should be made to work in the "back" of an animal shelter for just one day. Maybe if you saw the life drain from a few sad, lost, confused eyes, you would stop flagging the ads on craigslist and help these animals find homes. That puppy you just bought will most likely end up in my shelter when it's not a cute little puppy anymore. Just so you know there's a 90% chance that dog will never walk out of the shelter it?s dumped at? Purebred or not! About 25% of all of the dogs that are "owner surrenders" or "strays", that come into a shelter are purebred dogs.
The most common excuses: "We are moving and we can't take our dog (or cat)." Really? Where are you moving too that doesn't allow pets? Or they say "The dog got bigger than we thought it would". How big did you think a German Shepherd would get? "We don't have time for her". Really? I work a 10-12 hour day and still have time for my 6 dogs! "She's tearing up our yard". How about making her a part of your family? They always tell me "We just don't want to have to stress about finding a place for her we know she'll get adopted, she's a good dog".
Odds are your pet won't get adopted & how stressful do you think being in a shelter is? Well, let me tell you, your pet has 72 hours to find a new family from the moment you drop it off. Sometimes a little longer if the shelter isn't full and your dog manages to stay completely healthy. If it sniffles, it dies. Your pet will be confined to a small run/kennel in a room with other barking or crying animals. It will have to relieve itself where it eats and sleeps. It will be depressed and it will cry constantly for the family that abandoned it. If your pet is lucky, I will have enough volunteers in that day to take him/her for a walk. If I don't, your pet won't get any attention besides having a bowl of food slid under the kennel door and the waste sprayed out of its pen with a high-powered hose. If your dog is big, black or any of the "Bully" breeds (pit bull, rottie, mastiff, etc) it was pretty much dead when you walked it through the front door. Those dogs just don't get adopted. It doesn't matter how 'sweet' or 'well behaved' they are.
If your dog doesn't get adopted within its 72 hours and the shelter is full, it will be destroyed. If the shelter isn't full and your dog is good enough, and of a desirable enough breed it may get a stay of execution, but not for long . Most dogs get very kennel protective after about a week and are destroyed for showing aggression. Even the sweetest dogs will turn in this environment. If your pet makes it over all of those hurdles chances are it will get kennel cough or an upper respiratory infection and will be destroyed because the shelter gets paid a fee to euthanize each animal and making money is better than spending money to take this animal to the vet.
Here's a little euthanasia 101 for those of you that have never witnessed a perfectly healthy, scared animal being "put-down". First, your pet will be taken from its kennel on a leash. They always look like they think they are going for a walk happy, wagging their tails. Until they get to "The Room", every one of them freaks out and puts on the brakes when we get to the door. It must smell like death or they can feel the sad souls that are left in there, it's strange, but it happens with every one of them. Your dog or cat will be restrained, held down by 1 or 2 shelter workers depending on the size and how freaked out they are. Then a shelter worker who we call a euthanasia tech (not a vet) find a vein in the front leg and inject a lethal dose of the "pink stuff". Hopefully your pet doesn't panic from being restrained and jerk. I've seen the needles tear out of a leg and been covered with the resulting blood and been deafened by the yelps and screams. They all don't just "go to sleep", sometimes they spasm for a while, gasp for air and defecate on themselves. You see shelters are trying to make money to pay employee pay checks and don?t forget the board of directors needs to be paid too, so we don?t spend our funds to tranquilize the animal before injecting them with the lethal drug, we just put the burning lethal drug in the vein and let them suffer until dead. If it were not a ?making money issue? and we had to have a licensed vet do this procedure, the animal would be sedated or tranquilized and then euthanized, but to do this procedure correctly would cost more money so we do not follow what is right for the animal, we just follow what is the fastest way we can make a dollar. Shelters do not have to have
You can't keep your pet? Really?
BY A Shelter Director
I think our society needs a huge "Wake-up" call. As a shelter manager, I am going to share a little insight with you all...a view from the inside if you will. First off, all of you people who have ever surrendered a pet to a shelter or humane society should be made to work in the "back" of an animal shelter for just one day. Maybe if you saw the life drain from a few sad, lost, confused eyes, you would stop flagging the ads on craigslist and help these animals find homes. That puppy you just bought will most likely end up in my shelter when it's not a cute little puppy anymore. Just so you know there's a 90% chance that dog will never walk out of the shelter it?s dumped at? Purebred or not! About 25% of all of the dogs that are "owner surrenders" or "strays", that come into a shelter are purebred dogs.
The most common excuses: "We are moving and we can't take our dog (or cat)." Really? Where are you moving too that doesn't allow pets? Or they say "The dog got bigger than we thought it would". How big did you think a German Shepherd would get? "We don't have time for her". Really? I work a 10-12 hour day and still have time for my 6 dogs! "She's tearing up our yard". How about making her a part of your family? They always tell me "We just don't want to have to stress about finding a place for her we know she'll get adopted, she's a good dog".
Odds are your pet won't get adopted & how stressful do you think being in a shelter is? Well, let me tell you, your pet has 72 hours to find a new family from the moment you drop it off. Sometimes a little longer if the shelter isn't full and your dog manages to stay completely healthy. If it sniffles, it dies. Your pet will be confined to a small run/kennel in a room with other barking or crying animals. It will have to relieve itself where it eats and sleeps. It will be depressed and it will cry constantly for the family that abandoned it. If your pet is lucky, I will have enough volunteers in that day to take him/her for a walk. If I don't, your pet won't get any attention besides having a bowl of food slid under the kennel door and the waste sprayed out of its pen with a high-powered hose. If your dog is big, black or any of the "Bully" breeds (pit bull, rottie, mastiff, etc) it was pretty much dead when you walked it through the front door. Those dogs just don't get adopted. It doesn't matter how 'sweet' or 'well behaved' they are.
If your dog doesn't get adopted within its 72 hours and the shelter is full, it will be destroyed. If the shelter isn't full and your dog is good enough, and of a desirable enough breed it may get a stay of execution, but not for long . Most dogs get very kennel protective after about a week and are destroyed for showing aggression. Even the sweetest dogs will turn in this environment. If your pet makes it over all of those hurdles chances are it will get kennel cough or an upper respiratory infection and will be destroyed because the shelter gets paid a fee to euthanize each animal and making money is better than spending money to take this animal to the vet.
Here's a little euthanasia 101 for those of you that have never witnessed a perfectly healthy, scared animal being "put-down". First, your pet will be taken from its kennel on a leash. They always look like they think they are going for a walk happy, wagging their tails. Until they get to "The Room", every one of them freaks out and puts on the brakes when we get to the door. It must smell like death or they can feel the sad souls that are left in there, it's strange, but it happens with every one of them. Your dog or cat will be restrained, held down by 1 or 2 shelter workers depending on the size and how freaked out they are. Then a shelter worker who we call a euthanasia tech (not a vet) find a vein in the front leg and inject a lethal dose of the "pink stuff". Hopefully your pet doesn't panic from being restrained and jerk. I've seen the needles tear out of a leg and been covered with the resulting blood and been deafened by the yelps and screams. They all don't just "go to sleep", sometimes they spasm for a while, gasp for air and defecate on themselves. You see shelters are trying to make money to pay employee pay checks and don?t forget the board of directors needs to be paid too, so we don?t spend our funds to tranquilize the animal before injecting them with the lethal drug, we just put the burning lethal drug in the vein and let them suffer until dead. If it were not a ?making money issue? and we had to have a licensed vet do this procedure, the animal would be sedated or tranquilized and then euthanized, but to do this procedure correctly would cost more money so we do not follow what is right for the animal, we just follow what is the fastest way we can make a dollar. Shelters do not have to have
Monday, April 4, 2011
home at last
nikita is home ......shes finely home .....im sooooo happy i want to cry .....lol i did cry when i seen her
Sunday, April 3, 2011
lost moon
Never ignore a person who loves you; Cares for you, and misses you. Because one day you *might wake up from you sleep and realize you lost the moon; while counting the stars.
sigh
sigh cant stop thinking about nikita ...... my head hurts and i want to cry ......and i can think is 'its my falt shes gone.' its all on me ......''
no luck
Saturday, April 2, 2011
still not home ...
nikikta still ist home ...
i feel like all hope for my dog is gone ...
i keep asking myself "will she ever come home .......can i find her ,,,,,," sigh
i feel like all hope for my dog is gone ...
i keep asking myself "will she ever come home .......can i find her ,,,,,," sigh
can't think
my dog nikita is gone and i keep looking but shes still not home ......... i dont know what to do anymore....
sems all i can do is just keep looking ......
sems all i can do is just keep looking ......
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
rain,rain
rain rain go away ,come back another day .
no its still raining ...sigh
lets try it agin shall we ...
rain rain go away ,come back another day.....
no still nothing
no its still raining ...sigh
lets try it agin shall we ...
rain rain go away ,come back another day.....
no still nothing
Monday, March 28, 2011
cant wait
i just cant wait till i get out of this hell hole i call HOME... AND for what its werth my ass of a brothe that i unforcenitly have to call blood and go fuck himself ......asshole
hay all
whats up party ppl hows it hanging? send me some pics and i can post them on my blog ...lol hope to see lots of pics ....
thanks ,blog at you latter
thanks ,blog at you latter
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Saturday, February 26, 2011
We are playing a game. Someone proposed that we GIRLS do something special on Facebook to help with Breast Cancer Awareness. Its easy, and Id like you to join us to help it spread. Last year it was about writing the color of the bra that your were wearing in your Fb status and it left men wondering for days why the girls had random colors as their status. This year it has to do with your relationship status. You will state where you are, by posting one of the codes below. Remember - don't reply to this message just type your 1 word response in your status box on your profile. Then cut and paste this whole message into a new message and send it along to your female friends....
Blueberry: Im single
Pineapple: its complicated
Apple: Engaged
Cherry: In a relationship
Banana: Im married
Strawberry: Cant find the right one
Lemon: Wish i was single
Grape: wants to get married.
The bra game reached TV, lets get this one to do the same, and show everyone how powerful women are
Blueberry: Im single
Pineapple: its complicated
Apple: Engaged
Cherry: In a relationship
Banana: Im married
Strawberry: Cant find the right one
Lemon: Wish i was single
Grape: wants to get married.
The bra game reached TV, lets get this one to do the same, and show everyone how powerful women are
lol
i had alot of fun today me ands some naberhood kids played ball whith niketa (my golden husky) and the ppl beside us set of like 100 fireworks at dusk.....
i hade the perfick day
i hade the perfick day
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
cute knight
just fond a game i like called cute knight and thers a addon called cute knight kingdoms,
this game has 59 endings.....iv unlocked about 56 of them and am looking forward to the other endings......
this game has 59 endings.....iv unlocked about 56 of them and am looking forward to the other endings......
niketa
my dog niketa is a pain she sllped her collor and ran.and man shes FAST.....
my feet have blisters from runing so fast ......
my feet have blisters from runing so fast ......
sleepy
omg im so tyiered all the time becuz i cant sleep at night soo bla......maybe if i hold my breath ill passout lol..
any other idales????
any other idales????
what team
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